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For most of this year, I had really been on a roll. I was really driven to learn more (on piano) and I think I may have been as well. But, for reasons I won't get into here as well as possibly others I haven't figured out yet, I recently lost the fire that was driving me.
That's not to say I'm giving up by any means, but it has been a bit of a struggle of late to do as much with the instrument that I had been. Seeing and feeling the difference, it sucks. I like being driven better.
(I also realize that I'm describing "being driven" like it is something external, but I know it is not and this is all me. It always was and always will be.)
Posted 2011 05 09 at 2:07 PM
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